I choose trust
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…what a week of inner turbulence comes to an end.
Resistance towards resistance. Nonstop. In a brief moment of relaxation, letting it all be- the next big wave hit me. And all I wanted was, those unbearable feelings to leave me. And back to where it started.
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I’m speechless. I didn’t experience it so intensely for a very long time. I thought that was behind me. Sigh. Lach. Cry. All at once.
Then yesterday I grabbed, a crime novel from a pile of books and let myself sink in for two half days. „Prayers for the dead“ by Faye Kellerman. For all crime novel lovers a recommendation.
But still felt betwixt and between. Although the book had tied me, I kept remembering what I wanted to work on.
And there was my resistance again. And me back in trouble with myself ….
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Nevertheless I made delicious food and delicious green smoothies. Recipe below.
Preparing food is always beneficial to me, as I am completely in zen while I prepare it. Im here and now and focused, that’s wonderful. That’s why I’m passionate about developing recipes and cooking.
Finally I sat down and started to write and suddenly I realized what need in THIS moment:
Trust! Trust that everything is just right as it is. Everything moves in the direction I go. And that reminds me of a postcard, which has been hanging on my fridge for years given by a friend: I already have my results, I just do not know on which path I’ll get there, by C.F. Gauss
I took a deep breath and started writing.
It is such a challenge for me again and again to see and read success stories and then stay well focused on my own path. So many have come much further in a few years than I – at least that’s my interpretation. Of course I know my story, my background and my roots and that I have already achieved a lot regarding all that. But I also know about all that inner work that I have been doing for years.
My desire appears repeatedly to moving forward faster towards my vision.
I got VERY clear this year: be yourself, stop comparing. You will do everything at exactly the right time.
That I love to share with you:
Choose TRUST, just when you don’t know what to do next. When you have no impulse. No motivation for inspired action. Choose trust that always the right thing happens for you at the right time.
Calm down and take a look inside yourself:
your inner compass, will tell you, you are okay. You are enough. You are moving forward at your very own pace.
Take a deep breath, relax and inspiration will appear.
There is always only now and is said so often, the challenge is to live it.
I continue with baby steps. I feel again that I am always at the right place at the right time.
Everything happens in exactly the right time for me. And you.
Everything is always working out for me. And you.
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Choose trust. Tell yourself: I choose trust. And then relax.
RADIANT- VITAL- BRILLIANT- That’s who you are.
Love, Rinetta
Smoothie Recipe:
leaves and seeds of 6 large stinging nettle stems / 5 small freeh apples / 8 leaves of Lolo Rosso salad / 1/2 avocado / 1/2 lemon, peeled / 1 1/2 teaspoon of barleygrass powder / 1 1/2 teaspoon of carob powder / 1 1/2 teaspoon cocoa nibs / 1 1/2 cups of water or Komucha / mix everything / enjoy